Hi Susan
Ditto for alcohol addiction along with some psychological disorders (including bi-polar).
Like mootie said, your meds are negated by alcohol and it really can be dangerous...
I have found that I have to recognize and treat my alcohol addiction and mental health issues seperately... I realize that they are inter-related to each other, but seperate the two when it actually comes down to dealing with them and working to get well in my recovery....
Meditations that focus on breathing have really helped me to get centered again and to slow down the myriad of thought racing through my brain.
Hang in there, seriously consider putting that drink away and try some other way's of healing.