| Cannot understand what is going on?
Sometimes I really don't understand myself.
What is this thinking of just spur of the moment taking off somewhere like Niagra Falls caeino rama. I don't even like to gamble usually. Am I thinking impulsively because I have been diagnosed as being BP and that is how I perceive I must think or am I thinking these thoughts just because I am thinking them. I have never just thought of taking off like that beefore. I wasn't even thinking of packing a bag. Just going as I am? Why does this thought appeal to me so much? This is just not like me at all. What am I doing to myself?
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