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nodope · 01-02-2005, 03:10 PM

Thanks 2Dayz. I am. I am. This is killing me.

Could it be because I've always feigned happiness, and joy even when I was not in the mood? I am living life honestly now, and don't want to just pretend when it isn't the best time for me. I was raised to "never let em see you down". Another words by strict German upbringing to always put your best face forward even if you are crying inside. I just do NOT do that anymore.

Maybe that's it?

01-02-2005, 03:10 PM	#3 (permalink)
nodope Member Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: Big City East Coast Posts: 118	Thanks 2Dayz. I am. I am. This is killing me. Could it be because I've always feigned happiness, and joy even when I was not in the mood? I am living life honestly now, and don't want to just pretend when it isn't the best time for me. I was raised to "never let em see you down". Another words by strict German upbringing to always put your best face forward even if you are crying inside. I just do NOT do that anymore. Maybe that's it?