First post... in need of support
Hi everybody I'm new. And I don't have much support, so I thought that I would reach out here. I've been through a lot, and I admit that I leaned on spice to help me through it for the past year. But I've become addicted to it and now I'm ready to quit. Two weeks ago I did quit, for five days. Had the sweats and threw up a few times. I hated it so much that I went back to spice just for relief. But I want to quit. I just don't know if I have the willpower. This is day one... again. And I've gotten through it ok. But I don't want to fail at this, I want to overcome this addiction. I need this forum for support. I'm too ashamed to tell my friends and family so I feel like I'm on this journey all alone. What are some positive things you tell yourself when you get a craving? What keeps you going? I had a seizure too and that didn't even stop me. Please help. I'm willing to do whatever it takes.