Originally Posted by
aef0920 
What you guys have said are things that have always been in the back of my mind. Amd what his behavior reflects. It's sad because at one point he wanted ME. He wasn't using when we first met 2 years ago. But he has gotten so bad. So bad.
I may be way off base here but the capital ME you put there says to me that your some in some way putting some of your self worth in how you feel about if he wants you or not once they get addicted the drug is what they want their mind tells them they have to have it he is not the same person he was when you met as you can see.