Originally Posted by
SnowedUnder 
I cant deal with face to face meetins sober. I'm a jittery freak. i cant just give up on life and stay in doors forever just to be be straight as well.
I cant is all that is being said here. This needs to be replaced with " I can."
If you CANT stay in the house forever, then you CAN walk outside and go to the nearest meeting, or whatever you think will help you recover, and sit in the discomfort long enough to receive help. You CAN do this. It will take some getting adjusted too, and maybe a few tries that are not successful, but you are the only one who CAN change this. We are the ones who support the change.
