((((Dee))))
Welcome. I am so proud of you for taking action to get out of the hole you are in. Isn't it sad that alcohol can so quickly become a bigger problem than the one we were trying to avoid. We've all been in that hole, Dee. There is a way out and you are taking it. Stick around. You'll find lots and lots of support here.
Hang in there. You are on the right track.
jojo