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Old 05-20-2013, 06:11 AM
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lilyrosemary
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My dear sweet mom died and i want a beer

i have been sober for almost three and a half years. my mom and i were very close. she passed away saturday. i haven't been able to cry but i want a beer so bad. i want that artificial comfort that beer gave me when i was in stressful times. i think i would have already had one by now but i know i would be disappointed the next day....maybe not, i dont know. any advice? i tried adivan but it just makes me sleep. which is nice but i cant sleep all the time. anyone have any ideas? i already work out a lot and i am a christian person, if you want to use a label, which i dont really like. God bless you all here, hope to here some suggestions....of course when we were cleaning out mom's stuff i had to run across dad's 30 year sober medallion.....seren-fricking-dipity : )
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