I'm humble about giving advice as I'm only 9 months sober. But for this super isolated drinker, what saves me daily is connecting to others. So my only thought is don't suffer alone. Connecting to people here is a great start. That's how I began my path. And it's great because you can log in at 3 in the morning and just getting the crazies off your chest knowing that someone somewhere will probably write back. Just that stopped me from picking up a number of times.
Welcome and take care,
Zorah