jefaber, I worked for myself for years, using drinking to get through the day. It began to catch up with me, and took lots out of my life. If you can get help now, do it. AA is a fine way to begin, and you are out there with Hazelden. Call them and explain your situation. Sometimes these places have "scholarships", outpatient programs, sober living houses...and if one is honest and open about your life's situations, there may be options.
Here is a link to their home page:
Hazelden addiction treatment centers - MN, IL, NY, FL, OR -- Hazelden