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That IS the bottom line i reckon and i wonder why people are so insistent you share .
You can share you ESH after the meeting with newcomers.
Sometimes when i was early in recovery, certain fears took quite a while to dissipate...I alone can attempt to think it through but it would grow to huge proportions using my thinking..Just do what you know to do and speak to the right power ...that is what i did .
Its my opinion that strenuous work with another alcoholic doesn't mean just sharing at meetings... that's just my story , sure it may peak a newcomers interest but bottom line is i need to SHOW newcomers what i did...
The more i stressed out....the more power i gave to certain fears...
Chill out....sounds like your doing just great..