Originally Posted by
brit05 
@ Badwolf Thank you for bringing back an old thread. I'm not one to usually get on these blogs but something has started taking over my life & I'm in desperate need of help, support group...anything. I was introduced to something called spice & it gave me chills readying where you put spice is truly the devil because not 5 mins. ago I was trying to explain that to my mom. I've been having out of this world withdrawls..throwing up, cold sweats, shaking, not being able to eat, depression, anxiety, feeling hopeless, sleepless nights. I broke down to my mom about everything & she made me go to the dr where I learned I was also having heart complications. All this while still holding my job paying all my bills..etc. Does anyone know when I should start to feel better? I feel like at time I'm dying inside. Please if your reading this & are thinking about trying spice..DO NOT!!! "spice is truly the devil >_<"
No problem brit, i'm, unfortunately, back on day one and couldnt feel worse about myself, i made it nearly a week but broke down last night when it was offered to me.. I've still kept it a secret, still able to hold down a good job and pay my bills as well but for how long.. I'm disappointed in what happened and am feeling pretty low.. I wish I could tell you where to go to make it all better, but i'm struggling myself. NA does help though, so it's a good place to start.
I'm not sure how they can legally sell it where i'm at, but that's a big mistake. I quit alcohol and other things with ease, but spice is a whole new monster.