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To Chris if by any chance you happend to go back to this forum. I want to thank you for responding and say you're welcome. One day at a time thats how we need to work on our recovery. There has been so much i have been trough. Sometimes i start to think of how my life turn out and it hurts of how i change from a young lady that did'nt use anything, that went to church, that worked, was there for my kids, that did alot had had alot going. I did'nt have a professional carrer type of job. but i did work ajob that brought some money in. Anyways i started drinking liquor and that led to other things. I have suffered from depression and anxiety from a young age. I never got it treated during the begining of my using. When i would drink hard liquor it would stop the anxiety attacks and make me relax. SO i did more & more of it untill it took me to where I'm at today. during my in patient treatment i learnd that i was self medicating myself to feel better about myself. Today I'm on the right kind of medication and I'n the right treament. Chris Good Luck In Your Recovery.
ur friend, Mari
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