| I'm not sure what the hell is happening...
I just started taking Trileptal for bipolar, and up until the last couple of days it was working fine. I just went into a complete rage, throwing things, saying really cruel stuff, and it was like the old days, i can't seem to stop the rage in me. How the hell did I ever live like this? I look back over the last few days and can recognize the manic signs, but I didn't think about it at the time. I've been drinking on a regular basis the last week, could that have an affect on my medicine? How can I make it stop? My boyfriend got really mad and isn't even staying here tonight, so I'm going to be all alone, which seems terrifying at the moment. Oh god, I forgot how awful this feels. My face is flushed I'm so upset. Is there anything I can do to stop this?
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