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ARIES · 12-11-2004, 02:37 PM

I'm realy sick...(and in a way I think it's the combination of smoking pot and a deep fear to loose my bf...Jealous that I am I was acting very strange last night in a dancing...Like I did so many times before...I'm so sick at the moment I just slept 4 hours becos my brain was working so hard...I'ts too much too explain in one thread..I can't stand him lookin' at another women talking too another women becos I'm too jealous ..I realy can't stand the feeling of it and at the moment I'm so sick of it..I think I will loose my bf with bein' this way...(probably I will) and the tought of that makes me more sicker and jealous...Can anyone help????

12-11-2004, 02:37 PM	#1 (permalink)
ARIES I choose to live Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: Antwerp (Belgium) Posts: 390 Blog Entries: 13	I'm killing my relationship with my jealousy I'm realy sick...(and in a way I think it's the combination of smoking pot and a deep fear to loose my bf...Jealous that I am I was acting very strange last night in a dancing...Like I did so many times before...I'm so sick at the moment I just slept 4 hours becos my brain was working so hard...I'ts too much too explain in one thread..I can't stand him lookin' at another women talking too another women becos I'm too jealous ..I realy can't stand the feeling of it and at the moment I'm so sick of it..I think I will loose my bf with bein' this way...(probably I will) and the tought of that makes me more sicker and jealous...Can anyone help???? __________________ There was New York Jake,the butcher boy who was always getting tight And every time that he'd get full he was spoiling for a fight But Jake rampaged against a knife in the hands of old Bob Stein And over Jake they held a wake in the days of '49 (Bob Dylan days of '49)