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Originally Posted by wichitagirl what I can do/say to myself to get off this stuff? |
Phoenix Narcotics Anonymous
Have you tried NA? That would be my first suggestion. There's nothing like face-to-face support!
Inpatient is not your only option, but is not a bad idea. I was in residential treatment in another state for over 3 months and it was great! So don't rule that out.
Yes, I've been where you are. Opiates had completely taken over my existence, I could not control my use, and I did not know how to stop. Have you tried cold turkey? I used to run out alot and say I wasn't going to get anymore, so I'd go through withdrawal but then pick back up again shortly.
You've named a lot of negative reasons to stop, like it probably IS killing your liver, now think of some POSITIVES. What would you do, what would your life be like without Vicodin? More money, a sex drive (I know all about that, too!), friends.
The thing that concerns me most in your post is your asking what YOU can do, what YOU can say to yourself. I know I CAN'T do this alone. I definitely need help. I get that in Narcotics Anonymous and also from professionals. I strongly suggest you come clean with the doctor/s and pharmacists giving the drugs. They can help you, too, but only if you're honest with them about the problems you're having. Withdrawal can be made bearable, and abstinence can be made easier with medical help.
I have to go to bed now, but you know you can PM me if you like, OK? Hang in there! I'm wishing you all the best.
Peace, love, and hugs,
Eddie