Well done on 10 months EXM6!
I don't know how much the smoking thing is effecting you but the way you feel is pretty similar to how I felt at 10 months. I was feeling a lot better physically then but I think I was self sabotaging a bit, I think it was adjusting to the calm. I spent over a decade with extreme ups and downs and it takes some adjusting to the calm of sober life. I think my extreme reaction to stuff was a way of justifying drinking too. And I had a bit of a panic coming up to a year sober... I think milestones can make our AV kick off big style. You are going great. Just go with it for a bit and I am sure things will even out x