| sometimes our past comes up and bites us in the arse. I strongly believe if you really need this money it will come to you in gods time not yours. Sorry your higher powers time. God is mine you may have a different one.
A short story:
I went to my recovery skills group with my last fifteen dollars and two weeks to buy food smokes and what not yup fifteen. I left my jacket in the ladies room only to retrieve it later with the money gone. Luckily my id was there and the last of my smokes three. I was devistated not knowing what to do for food or smokes(food more so) I cried and cried wondering why asking God for help. I went home to find a fourteen hundred dollar bill getting paid to my layer for social sercurity. When I called about it he told me I was getting a check as well. Thinking thank god a couple hundred just what I need. It turned out to be four grand and christmas is here just in time. I paid all my depts and still had a grand to spare. It was gods will not mine. He knew I was down and there was no other way. Hang in there your higher power won't let you go without.Mine never does.
I have many of these stories over the past three and a half years more actually but I see them happen today. Your prayers will be answered when they need answering hang in there . |