Thanks everyone. I did an extremely fast taper laat year, nearly cold turkey and it was the worst thing ever. Swore id never touch them again. Also detoxed off alot of codeine and alcohol and other random opiates around the same time.
And here I am again.
I was just so desperate to get rid of those suicidal episodes I was willing to risk it again knowing full well I would get addicted again.
Exercise has always been a part of my life, huge part but I always watch my hr anyway so I'll keep
An eye on it.
I'm sick of detoxing off drugs. Really want this to be the last time.