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Old 03-03-2013, 04:11 PM
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Caravagio
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Sober and emotional

Anyone else find themselves overly emotional when sober. I'm crying and writing this. I had a great day today. Some painful things from my past surfacing and now I'm crying. Maybe it's not being 'overly' emotional but sobriety is allowing me to feel them. Honestly feel them and be aware that they are there. Do I drink to cover this stuff up? The death of my sister is what I'm thinking about and I realise that that's ok. To not run away from feeling. To not embrace the camouflage of inebriation. I miss her and I'm sober. That's real and painful. I miss her and I don't want a drink to take that honesty away. Thanks SR for creating a safe place where emotional honesty is encouraged and supported x
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