Originally Posted by
kizzy40 
You have been exceptionally lucky, and I think you know it. The more you tempt fate the more likely that everything you have could be lost.
Stop now, not next week ..or next year.. now.
I absolutely agree with you.
I managed not to drink last night and just woke up this morning. I know this is twisted, but sobriety feels so strange. It feels very weird not to be dry heaving, nauseous, shaking, with a fever and cold sweats in the morning. There's a new grocery store that just opened and I can go have a visit right now, wow. The freedom to do something as simple as that feels like such a treat for me.