[namommy]

Hey Brokenspirit,

I am really happy to see you posting here again. I need to tell you that your refusal to go back to NA meetings is a reservation. You know as well as any of us, that you CAN NOT control your addiction. NA is a place of hope, and you are unwilling to see that hope.

Any time you wish, to move past your fear of meetings, give me a call. I will PM you with my phone number. I am just up Rte 1 from where you are, and will be more than happy to go with you to hold your hand if you need it. Give us another chance. Let us help you. Let us love you until you can love yourself.