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I have a addict for 25 years, started with pot, and 10 years ago I started meth. Talk about hurting I hurt every day because my wife of 23 years is now a active addict. And I got her started about 8 years ago, I have been clean now for101 days and she still uses 2 times a week or more if she can, and if she dont have any she is very hard to deal with. But thats ok I must fix my self first and Pray that she comes along, Your pain will go away soon , Dont worry NA is your new family and they can and will help you must work the steps and set byour mind to do it if I can YOU CAN, Idont know about you find a HIGHER POWER, For me it helps so much, If you would to talk more about that let me know, go to meetings it helps have faith and nothing is out of your reach, Just do it one day at a time that is so importaint. Thank god for all that you have for today and tommrow do it again you will see in time things will get more clear, Be Honest with your self and get the help you need rember say out loud I am a ADDICT and I need HELP, You can not do it buy your self, Enjoy the rest of the day and lrave it to GOD. Clean made made me enjoy life so much better see you later
GOD BLESS msc1963007
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