| nov 1st didnt get very good news
I got a call from a worker at childrens services it shocked me that they took one of my day visits away from me. My son acted out badly when they took him to the van and wouldnt stop crying and stuff he kept reaching for me on tuesday after our visit it was breaking my heart to have to just walk away from him so thursday i went to go see him like normal and i didnt get a call from them that they didnt have the visit for me i waited a half an hour and went back to home i called to find out and got an answering machine lefted my message and of course at this point i am in tears with sadness i look forward to my visits with my son it warms my heart and gives me something to look forward too when i see him they said due to him getting out of the car seat and stuff that they cut my visits back to one day
i also found out that my attorney changed my court date too to december 5th that even made me sadder too due to i might be able to get him home then u know the best part of the day was when my mom came down to bring my daughter home from rehab center for a pass and took me to have a new hair make over due to my court dates i have coming up she and my dad wanted me to look my best
I am still heartbroken by this news but now they are talking about taking him to a specialist to have him put on meds i said i need to voice something to you at scf that months ago i had made an appt and then you took him out of my home so there went that and then they laid it back it my lap saying i didnt follow thru with some of the things i need to do for him and that made me angry i then called lefted messages with my attorney about this issue that came up now and that they also made a coment that i dont follow thru hey when my kids are sick they are at the doc or an urgent care getting help and i am the last to go to care for me my soberity and my kids and family are right at the top of my list of proirites also my higher power to
thanks all for the support and love and courage to stay in the solution just having a hard nite tonite that is all sorry this post is so long winded but man i am needing to share
OXOX
mistee
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