As the big book said, some of us thought we could find a easier way, but we could not. It also says if you want what we have and are willing to go to any lengths to get it....
I know I fought it at first ,but they have saved to many lives to be wrong.
Also my best decisions lead me to severe addictions, so for now I am counting on others and there way. Just stick with it, it does work if you work it.
Dang I sound like my first sponcor that I hated. Lol
Good luck and god bless