Originally Posted by
Elisabeth888 
I am pissed off at a lot of people.
I realized that I was really the most pi$$ed at myself.
It sounds like your mother's husband isn't your father ... I don't know the whole story but working on your resentment for him will be very beneficial to you.
"Don't sweat the small stuff" and it sounds like he and his situation is small stuff.
All the best.
Bob R