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Old 11-14-2012, 02:27 PM
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hesabitdaft
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Join Date: Nov 2012
Location: North UK
Posts: 7
discuss this please......

This is a real question, I have not joined this site to upset anyone, my first post was long and honest and not something you would normally read from someone who did the job I did, it had its barriers though, I am new to disclosure.

The question is.... as an alcoholic you have done many things, experienced many things when drunk, many forgotten, some idiotic, maybe some have been helpful? Now you are sober would you take them back?

I only ask because I have saved two peoples lives when I was really drunk, if I was not there, they would be dead, if I was not drunk, I would not have been there.

I am trying not to drink, questions like this crop up in my head, I know two people are alive because I was drinking, me being drunk saved their lives. I know this is unusual, I probably should not post on here but sometimes a man needs to connect and reading through your posts we share pain and so I have. Maybe I should go elsewhere, we will see?
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