Well I almost made it to Monday without abusing the medicine I was given!! Then yesterday rolled around and HALLOWEEN!!!! I wouldn't be honest if I didn't say I took more than i was supposed to. I started getting so anxious and stressed because I had so much to do and so little time it seemed!! I had to put the finishing touches on my 2 (almost 3) year olds Oompa Loompa costume that I made. I had to get myself ready, I was a Flapper, and then my sister came over so I could do her makeup and hair for a party. She was going as me........a Fallen Angel. At least that is how I feel. The whole day started out good and then our grandmother had to be rushed to the hospital and we had to cancel our trip to see President George Bush....which I was looking forward to. He was visiting our town today and it was a lonnnnnnnng wait to get those darn tickets. So, I just felt like I was constantly on the move and WOW that thing called addiction is STRONG!!!!!! I didn't go over board, but the fact that I gave in even a little is really a bummer!!! I have a huge proposal to give today at work (advertising & marketing) and my fingers are crossed!! I'm looking for STRENGTH!!! -WANT2BFREE
