hi everyone!
thank you for your posts, it actually means so much to me to know there are people out there who can understand how desperate you can feel after realising your life is not what you wanted it to be, and that there are ways to pull yourself back up.
at this time in my life i dont feel i can tell any of my friends at college about the problems i am having with alcohol, and my parents are on the other side of the country (and neither have ever had any problems with drinking, they really cannot understand my behaviour), so hopefully here and at AA i can find people who can relate, because i feel so alone sometimes (which is very often why i reached for that bottle of vodka)
i am reading the big book, is there any other publications that anyone has found useful when they first started out?
Thanks!