Welcome to SR, Downtown. The post you replied to is years old. I hope you will start a thread of your own, perhaps in the newcomer's section, to introduce yourself and share of the forums experience.
Originally Posted by
Downtown38 
I have decided I don't want to drink, ever, but I know it will creep its way back into my life until something else terrible happens.
I don't know if the alcohol is to blame for your behavior or if the drinking just unleashed some "possessed" person. Regardless, the solution is the same. Quit drinking.
You can do it, and it doesn't have to creep back in and do something terrible if you don't want it to.