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Fluffybunny~
Have you asked her what you can do about this? Could you have a phone session or an internet session? I know it isn't the same as in person but could possibly hold you over until the next session. I know it is hard. If it were easy no body would need therapist or anything. I know you know the drug using masks other problems, do you know what you are using it for?
Have you ever tried visualization? I one of my insiders have been having a issue with some addiction, it isn't drugs or alcohol though, and all my T would keep telling me is to redirect. I didn't feel like this helped me until I started doing more. Bike rides, skateboarding, walking, coloring, drawing, e-mailing, journaling... Just really filling up my life with things to do and now we don't have as much time to do the bad things and we aren't doing anything to mask the problems. So when we talk to our T it is a little easier. Drawing is the most wonderful feeling in the world it really helps us.
I am truely sorry you are having such a rough time about this and I am sure and can't even imagine how hard it is. But hang in there and keep posting and keep communication with your T.
L~
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