| thanks Guy...
Don't worry about it, I've been having "one of those days" for a few months now lol...yeah, you're definately on the money when you say I need to work toward a different reward system, and also that I perceived vikes as my "best friend" (what a backstabber he was!) I have some issues with going to a meeting, mostly I guess I just need to get over myself. Sometimes when I feel so anxious and down, I don't attribute it to my addiction, and this gets me nowhere. I have a friend who, after going to rehab for vikes, went to meetings and said they helped him (although he's relapsed already, but I guess it'd be silly to hold meetings responsible for his own decision.)
If you don't mind me asking, could you tell me about your personal drug experience? No details if you don't want to share, but just a general sense...also, since this is in the "Ask the Experts" section, and I assume that you are the "Guy Kettelhack" listed on the website, specifically what is your area of expertise? I'd just like to get to know who I'm talking to a little more, if possible.
Thanks a lot for the advice, I'll definately try to take some action in that direction...take care.
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