((Lost)) - how are you doing?
I agree, sounds like a really bad situation. Unfortunately, I had a few of those (not with meth but with opiates then crack) and even thinking I was about to die? I didn't quit. It wasn't one solitary moment, one time when "oh shytt, I think I'm about to die" that led to my recovery. It was getting tired of the consequences (including almost dying) and the lifestyle. It was when getting high just wasn't worth what it took to get there any more.
SR has been a huge part of my recovery. I hope you check back in and let us know how you are.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy