Not intending to be harsh, but your behavior is self centered to the extreme.
Get honest with yourself - that you are in the program to recover from being
dependant on drugs/alcohol. Or are you in the program for the self-recognition
to look like a big shot that has your **** together? I wave the white flag of defeat
daily. The only thing that separates me from someone still active is one day, one
moment, one choice. This truth that you are hiding will come out eventually -keep
your side of the street clean, this is part of the clearing the wreckage of your past.