i am addicted to vyvanse. i was addicted to adderal in the past as well. now it is vyvanse. i went on it b/c i didn't want to go back on the adrenal. i have ocd and awful anxiety. i take 3x as much as i should now on a regular basis to study. i am a perfectionist in school. if it isn't a 100, it is a failure. i hallucinate regularly, and i hear voices. like i said, i am taking about 140-170 mg. a day, but i am prescribed 50 mg. b/c i do not have enough of the cript, i find ways around it. i also take days off, of which i cannot move put of my bed...seriously. i have no motivation w.o it. i just have migraines. i hate this life i have right now. i am so depressed. i never sleep. i drink a lot. it doesn't help. i have panic attacks 5-10 times a day. i am always coughing. i smoke like a chimney. i don't eat. i lost the love of my life. i have serious anger problems. i am starting a new doctor. i started therapy. but i am too scared to tell them i am a drug addict. i want to continue this for the next two years ...until i get my phd. i can't go off this until i graduate. 12 hours of work a day, of intense work, won't happen without it.