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I've got a counselor and everything, I'm trying to fix this. I can't stop replaying a stupid decision in my head, and it just eats me up. I should be moving forward and not beating myself up, but it's hard for me to stop the negative thought process. I just get so angry, I should have everything that I worked so hard for. At the same time, I haven't really "lost" anything, so my anger and depression do not seem justified. I can't explain it to anyone else (except my one friend who has depression). I just want this feeling to go away so I can get on with my life as best I can.
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