since ive been on meds, i have been feeling really great. the ocd isnt even in my top ten problems anymore!
however, i realize how much of my life was centered on my habits and rituals. i feel like "what am i going to do now!?". i used to watch the same video over and over or the same music. now i have to keep buying new ones. it is a sucky change, but i can see the improvement.
i hardly think about ocd anymore. and i dont ever plan on going off meds again. talk about a bad decision! geez. i dont mind taking meds for the rest of my life. the improvement im seeing is amazing. not to think about ocd and my habits and rituals is just wonderful!
<thats me happy and free