1) are my nose problems normal? and 2) please, how can i stop? i hate ******* cocaine for taking over my life, and myself for continuing to let it rule me.
Your nose problems are common for a heavy coke user snorting it.
You start quiting by saying NO everytime the thought pops into your mind. Also seek help. Hating is a useless waste of time. I am 5 months off cocaine after using as you described for 32 years. You should quit for your health and you'll save about $300,000+, and probably your life. You can do it.