random confession
the past few times i have been around alcohol, i've been around people who are making *drinks*. normally, beer and wine do not appeal to me - but the past 2 times i have been around these g*ddamn pomegranate martinis, i have had a craving. i went to a friend's house for a movie night, and there was a bottle of this stuff out that i've always wanted to try. the thought actually crossed my mind "you could have ONE SIP just to try it". i didn't do it, but i've been feeling unsettled about the whole thing and just felt like sharing. admittedly, in neither situation, did i identify the addictive voice. i was at one with these thoughts, which is why i suspect they are still bothering me. thanks for "listening".