Hi Buffalo
I've suffered from some agrophobia, anxiety and panic attacks in the past - I found it one of those things I could not deal with alone.
When you become dependent on a drug, whether it be booze or xanax or both or whatever, it can seem an impossible cycle to get out of, but many of us here have done it
Like others here, I recommend you see your Dr and be open with them about all your issues. If you're dissatisified with the response get a second opinion
You'll find a lot of support here, a lot of encouragement and a few ideas too. This palce really helped me turn my life around
Glad you've joined us - welcome
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