[mistee]

it is going on 7 days without my son i am really feeeling blue about this i want this big mistake to all go away

i know i wasnt home when they said that this supposed to have happened i was set up for something that didnt even take place and now i have to wait until i go to court to prove myself since my workers wont listen to me even when i calmly try to discuss this with them

i am shocked and applead how they are treating me and in the end all is going to be surfaced i am not going to allow this to happen to another parent if i can

i pray for strengh from, my hp that he gets me thru everyday so that i dont drink or use or even cause myself harm by cutting i dont want childrens services to have anyting that they can use against me i pray god that u will let the truth come out soon

at times i hear my little ones giggle or gabber and i go to his room
when i get there and he isnt there i sit on his bed and cry like a baby

it is totally breaking my heart being away from him
my oldest is in rehab where she needs to be getting schooling and learning what drugs and alcohol does to ur body she is in the right place so mom doesnt have to worry so much about her

im just feeling angry since my sons foster parents put him back on the bottle wouldnt let me give him his new shoes i got for him
they basically told me we dont want anything from u when i was trying to give them his stuff
that even broke my heart too
i want this to be over with soon
my scf worker isnt working with me she is working against me i can feel it when i talk with her on the telephone i even bagged her to call our local police and she ssaid that isnt neccesary i said yes it is cuz they have no new records of him being out running the days that u say he was

thanks for listening to me
and yes i am angry at this time i didnt do anything wrong this time to have son gone from me