I think thats a very common fear Erik - but I hope you face it.
You may find your fears are groundless, you may find you get put on soemthing that suits you better - there are always other meds and treatments available
The bottom line is things aren't going to get better - they're likely to get worse...unless you do something about it.
Not trying to scare you - it's just common sense - and it fits my experience with drugs for sure.
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