[dragonlady]

Your post on PTSD really opened my eyes. I've read it before but lately I've really been going through a BAD time, I even got help from your suicide post. But last night I read your PTSD post again and it clicked! I see so much of myself in it. I thought I was a lost cause, just royally ****** up from birth, but maybe I CAN feel something besides anger all the time. I've been numb for so long...I experience most of the symptoms you described so maybe there is hope for me after all. I'm so tired of being angry, feeling worthless and no good and hating myself. I'm meeting with a service coordinator wed. for my son (they think he may have Aspergers syndrome) and they said if he qualifies for their program the whole family will be eligible for services, so hopefully I can see a therapist and find out for sure. I'm trying to concentrate on myself and find healing for myselfinstead of dwelling on what's wrong with my husband. Again thank you very much!