If I could go back and see where I am now, I would not have married my husband and had children with him. I would tell you to get out now, while you can. It's weird how every story is the same. I thought our story was different than other addicts. That we loved each other more, or that our faith was stronger. I realize now that you can't love someone out of addiction.
I wish you the best with whatever decision you make with this relationship.