[godsonmyside]

The good feeling does and will go away, and eventually we depend on them. Gotta have one or more to talk on the phone or somebody or clean or breath. Like Moontime said the ends are always the same Jails, institutions, and death. After awhile if percocet isn't available street drugs start to look real good, and we always say "I'll never do that", until we do just that. I hope you find your way without losing it all. Right now they might feel good, eventually they will control you and literally tell you when you can go to the bathroom and sleep and eat. Look into attending NA, you wouldn't be here if you thought everything was grand.