Originally Posted by
CarolD 
Perhaps you relied on her too much for support?
After all what did she know or understand about active addiction..de toxing or sobreity?
Well essentially she knew as much as I knew, because I provided her with a couple of website links explaining the dangers.
And as I said, putting 50% of the blame on her is too high, but I still feel like things could have been alot different if she had given me the support at that time.
Maybe 20% of the blame then
I remember on the morning I had the first seizure I had actually printed out details from a website and given them to my Dad saying "i seriously don't feel right". About an hour later I seizured so even tho I had been having muscle spasms, racing heart, hallucinations etc for many months before then, I must have known on that particular day what was going to happen. Very weird.