My only solution was to stay clean and sober. I was never tested during my probation, but the threat was there and the court (mental health) I went through-I watched the people who got caught go right to lock up from court. That is not what I wanted. The judge and my case worker were wonderful people, as long as you did what you were told.
My solution was to live in the solution. I'm still on unmonitored probation (4 years total) and they let me leave the state because of my husbands job. I'm here as a favor. I don't even speed here. I'm so incredibly grateful for the mental health court and the case worker for taking a chance on me.
I understand, this is an illness, but there is treatment, I truly hope you find it.