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i go to bed praying I won't wake up, Every morning I lie in bed praying to either go back to sleep or die. The feeling weak and useless that Runningfree describes so well is how I feel.
My roomate and her daughter live with me, which makes it even worse. If I had the money, I'd be living alone.
I do not have prescription coverage so the only meds I take are those the docs have samples for. They help, but not all that much. I'm in therapy, which doesn't help much.
This is not a suicide note, I'm not planning to hurt myself.
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