No matter how much I say the serenity prayer right now i still feel overwhelmed
i think it is due to me being on manic stage for the last several week and i have a lot on my plate as i say and i am heading for that spiral down to depression on a slow spin you can say.
i live in oregon too and we have heard many reports on the news of the tragey of two young girls that lost there lives to some person out there that is a preditor to young people it makes me full of sadness for the moms and the other family members even tho i dont know these girls but i have been following this case since the beginning
it breaks my heart ....so much ....but it makes me count my blessings that my kids are safe at home with me at night for now
even though i have been sober for almost 5yrs in january the state is trying to get tempary custody of my son due to his disability and my disabilities too
even though i am on med management and have therapist that i speak to weekly. go to aa meetings do the 12 steps work with others and still at times it still isnt enough ........ i really dont know what god has in store for me at this point ....i hope and pray that it is his will for my son to remain in my custody and all this is a BIG NIGHTMARE THAT I CAN WAKE UP FROM SOMEDAY SOON
thanks hugs mistee please post any comments of strengh hope and courage for me if u can it is what i need right now