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Hey,
yea I made it 60 days.. and since then I have not gone longer then 2 weeks.. Its so so hard, I did meetings and the steps and all of that too.. and my mind was definatly overpowering.. and I dont know how to stop that, to this day! It makes me so angry becuz at times i will do well.. and then I just act on impulse and the cycle starts all over again.. do you know what I mean? Well, I have only been diagnosed with chemical dependancy and severe depression.. now they are looking at borderline personality disorder.. do you ever get sick of people naming everything possible taht can be wrong with you.. in my opinon half of what they say is bullshit. I mean they dont know how you really feel inside, or whats going on in your head..ya know? well we should talk because i feel we are both in a struggle.. and it would be good to hear what your doing as well
Thanks.. goodluck and keep in touch
Mareah
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